I crave

i crave
the distraction
that comes 
with my destruction
that comes
when you
devour me

when you take me
in my totality
the indulgence of pleasure
the peace found within pain
the safety of surrender
to you
to your hands
to your teeth
to your will

on my neck
on my body
on my soul

our breath
in harmony
our movements
a dance
our essence
entwined

i invite you in

take me
to that special place
of total physical and spiritual release
where orgasm and tears and rage sit balanced upon a knife’s edge
just waiting for you
to choose
how i am allowed to release

i want to be more than just a good girl
i want to be your good girl
i want to be everything for you
and in doing so
i want to be free to luxuriate with you in the pleasures of my body

please
i cannot wait any longer
i accept and i consent
to the bites and to the bruises
they will represent the special place
that only you and i
have ventured together

all i ask
is that once you’ve taken me
that you hug me
that you bring me back
to stability
to reality
to normality
to a place that will be soon ready
to do it all again
with you

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From Kink, Volume 3

Respect

I respect you.

But if you say yes,
for the next hour
I will treat you as if I don’t.

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Inspired by the Kink, Erotic Poetry & Fiction Collection

Master Seductress

There’s a folder in my phone
that’s exclusively filled with you,
a collection of fun
a promise of what we will do.

Each one given
without expecting a return,
just some degrading praise
just an opportunity to learn.

You’re a master seductress
posing just so,
playing with a mirror
bending way down low.

Bantering back and forth
waking me with a surprise,
doing everything you can
to focus my eyes.

On you
on your body,
on your mind
on you totally.

For we both know
that these poses are just a game,
a way to play
a way to stay sane.

The real beauty
lies far beyond the screen,
it’s in everything about you
all the parts that remain unseen.

Still
I love it when you send
I crave being teased,
I crave seeing you bend.

I may act calm
but inside I’m on fire,
lusting for you
every part I desire.

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From Kink, Volume 3

Roses Are Red…

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I’m using my hand
But I’m thinking of you

I’m taking my time
Moving slow
Touching softly
I’m starting to grow

I’m thinking of you
In my favourite pose
I’m getting faster
I’m coming close

A highlight reel
Of you and me
Flashes through my mind
As I achieve ecstasy

Now I sit
With myself in hand
Getting some tissues
Unable to stand

I share this intimacy
Right now with you
Hoping that the next time
My one will instead be our two

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From Kink, Volume 2

Songbird

Do I miss you
Or what you used to do?
Under the sheets,
Together we flew.

You were always so willing
For my desires to be fulfilling.
Without even asking,
Your every movement thrilling.

But now when I think back
All I feel is a lack.
I miss the opportunity to explore,
While resenting the sexual flashback.

Soon, I will find someone new
And replace the thoughts of you.
We will explore and play
We will love and screw.

But as good as that will be
Our connection will land differently.
She won’t be you,
Despite thoroughly satisfying me.

Please don’t get me wrong
When she goes I’ll miss her song.
Your tune and hers will entwine,
And I will not be strong.

No, flashbacks will still come,
You and her in a nightly scrum.
Memories of us fucking on replay
Leaving me numb.

Will I miss her,
Or how she used to purr?
Our nights outside together
Playing exhibitionist and voyeur.

But of course, there will be a third
To play with me and a safe word.
That tune needs another instrument,
Perhaps I’ll nickname her songbird.

You three together in my mind
Imagining our loving combined.
I’ll have us doing things we never dared.
Our sessions will no longer be confined.

Reality will become inspiration,
A fantastic memory dilation.
None of you alone could ever match
My new internal fixation.

In my mind you will forever be staying,
Forever teasing and forever slaying.
Forever I will have you nearby,
And forever your song will be playing.

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From Kink, Volume 2